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I Will Not Fail

I wonder.

Do you suffer in the same vein as I?

You are here, though I do not want you to be. A glimpse and I remember. And I do not want to. I do not need to. A mistake. A fallacy. You found your way here and I must expel you. You somehow found your way into my heart, a nothing that crept in. Or maybe I make myself think you are in my heart. I have lost a part of me to you. I do not know you, yet I think of you. And I do not want to. I do not need to. I realised, too late. You had found your way in. A part of me mourns.

I will forget you. That is my mission. And I will not fail. I will not fail myself.

I cannot fail myself.

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